I thought I would post though covid...but I didn't..I'm not going to put an pressure on me to post these days, I'm just going to post.

I did not proofread this I'm trying to go back to school for tech right now. I also have a part time job to try to slow the hemoraging of money to a slow bleed. It's strange being back in a day job, but it's kind of nice, my co-workers are nice but can be passive agressive as can I. Some days I can get into the groove of thing and write for the sake of writitng a sex worker trying to find her way in this time. I'm tying to go back to school for coding right now, as i'm sure some oof you know ai went for acoounting and then my mother's cancer came back and I had to drop out of school... you know I don't want to do the tradgedy recap. i just want to write about how things where, how I whope they will be and my hopes and dreams on the way there. Right now i'm trying to go back to school for coding. Why? Because I want to learn how to do it, much like accounting i didn't understand it very well, and I was/am determine to know. I don't like admitting defeat...and I wasn't about to with account, or algebra, or really anything and I'm not about to do it with programming so if anyone has any tips for python or videos, or wants to tutor me reach out on here and I will get back to you. Just leave it in a comment and we will go from there. The problem is when covid started I turned in an applicatina and the last little bit i ruined I also know that getting in on your first chance in next to impossible so I'm truly hoping by the end of this I know as they said if you didn't have an answer by then it's basically a no. This issue with this is I don't have my locker room to fall back on, and my girls. I don't have girls reminding me every day what a bad ass I am. I miss dancing so much and I need a subsitute for it, and I can't find one at the moment. I applied to a school that has something like tha for thier mission statement but they denied me last round and I fear they will this round. UHHHHHH covid has mede me so meek and questioning. I hope that tomorrow I wake up and things are different. That I can remember who I am. In the mean time sit tight I promise these wont all be so said. Truly if you code and want to help a ho out, please reach out.