The difference between strippers and groceries

Tonight a gentleman came in who works in finance, I sat down with him and went through the whole rig-a-marol of questions I ask. He noted on how curious I am and asked me why. We eventually got to the do you want to buy a dance part...he told me he views buying dances like buying a car and this was an ahah moment for me, like a holy fucking shit why didn't I think about this before. He told me that he feels like dances don't have a set price that it is something you can bargin on because when he goes into his job that he treats it the same way. So he feels like when a girl says how much a dance is it is the highest price she's asking and he can talk down from there. I told him that was not true and that dances are a set price, they are also the lowest price we are willing to accept. So tomorrow I'm going to go in and ask people some some crazy high price and then talk them down from there and potentially get a higher price on dances. Or this is going to go horribly wrong.

However, at the end of the dance, he admitted I changed his mind about dances, and that he agrees that you should not bargin from the 1st asking price.

I got home from work today at like 5 which is why I'm up writing right now. I was super stressed out about getting to bed on time, getting my kitchen clean, taking car of my dog, and blah, blah, blah, and it occured to me that I've been, being really hard on myself. I was mad at myself for not making time for someone tonight because I felt that my time was best spent talking about the future of this blog, and where I want it to go. I was kicking myself because of the way they got back to me and said well it's okay because I'm going to go see basically my replacement you...only they didn't say replacement you. I realized right then that I've been trying so hard to keep people happy and sometimes I'm going to fail at that, and I realized at that moment that something has to give. It can't give way to something bad either.

I realize this post makes no sense I'm just too tired again. I've got to start writing during the day and with both eyes open this one open thing is giving me a headache.